Back Again!!But This weekend is short,need to book out late and book in early,no much of a choice.Quite slack this week as the instrutors re busy to clear our swimming test and our IPPT.I finally clear my swimming after i almost get drowned.IPPT wise not that lucky.I left with the chin up problem before i can pass.If i cant pass that by this week,i gonna get confine!!!So fustrated and find it quite stupid.I already improve still have to stay.Seems to be quite unfair when u work hard right??Because of the trainings,i got my ankle sprain and aching left arm.Just hope i can pass it and come home soon.Tomorrow have to go to live range to fire my first real bullet.I am feeling quite scared and nervous because everything i do there could be a chargeable offence!!Stress aGAIN!I don noe how much i can tahan,just want to get over it fast enough.REcently keep having frens that have relationship problems in camp,maybe that is what they called 'change of hearts'?Suddenly, alot of thing went through my mind.Made alot of thinking as well about myself,my future and the present.Everything including having relationships.Just can't get things right in my head and i am confused of my path.Everytime i reach this bottle neck,it seems i cant get to breakthrough.haix,super taxing!!Just wish that i would clear my mind faster.