today is another one of the day where i feel so bad....nothing goes right....got my results back and i seem to like lose my emotion in me..cant feel sadness or happiness....just pure disappointment in my results....wat if i dint make it through my a level...i really cant think of it now....trap in my own death....my teacher say he remaining days would make a great difference if i work hard to it...how much harder do i have to make myself in a good position....haix....somemore today still fought with my sis....in a very foul mood...i really don noe how to pull myself from my own destruction...been doin essay all day....but does it get to my brain...wats wrong with me?don noe wat to write also....come into the blog just to take a breather before i go work again....hope i could stand firm alone...haix....